yea, a +10 on the never getting back your health, i ephed up my left lower leg tendon last fall building a barn... to hold my quad of all things, i was ephed up all winter, what happened is i had lifted a slab of t1-11 type siding, but the stuff i had was premium, like about 70-80 lbs per sheet, i had it lifted with only my left foot, and trying to nail, quite a few sheets were fine, then one sheet i had an issue with nailing, took longer, lifted really hard to give another try, and the sheet kept slowly falling, didnt think anything of it, well, teh next day, i could barely walk, turns out i partially tore it, had to let it heal, its still not 100%, but abiout 85-90, so i guess its ok, i can at least shift now, and run mostly, still afraid to stress it overly.
as for the racing thing, such is life, if you love life, and love racing, and racing is your life, its just a chance.
p.s. i wish i was a mortician, in all honestly, i think it would be a really interesting line of work, with pretty good pay... just i was told it takes about as much education as a dr... and this was by my p.a. aunt...
i find death and causes fascinating, and oddly enough, have showered in a morgue, and found the most interesting things in it, like fetus's in the many stages of development in jars, a 2 headed snake that bit a person, and so on so forth...
really, its quite interesting.